So....no more high school

This is a weird feeling. I finished my finals yesterday, and had a test to take today. After my first period test i slept in my car waiting for Toleson. Afterward we went to Panera then rented a New Hope and watched it at my house. Fencing later tonight.

But, no more high school....ever. This is so strange. I'm going to miss it so much, I always tell people that deciding to go to Feehan was the best decision I ever made in my life, and after these past four years, that statement has been ratified a million times over. Even the teachers that i didn't like were still great teachers, and there were only a few of them. For the most part I have made a good connection with everyone of my teachers and will miss them all, on one level or another, deeply. I really am going to miss my friends so much though. And obviously I'm going to miss the people I've bonded with the most, but I also have a deep feeling of regret. I regret, a. having lost friends that I made my first two years at Feehan. There are a lot of people, especially in the band, who I used to hang out with on a regular basis and now never ever see. b. I also regret not becoming friends with enough people. There are some really cool people at Feehan, who, in general, I have gotten along with, but never made the effort to become friends with them. I guess I always assumed that i'd eventually get to know them better, but the time is up, there is no more school time to get to know this people. Although I'm leaving Feehan extraordinarily happy with my experiences there, I still have some regrets.